A Realization

This has been a really crazy week. So I've come up with a poem that made me realize things. 

Sometimes when I
Stop and think
I realize something.

I realize I was put
On this earth for a
Reason.

That people are
Behind me
For a reason.

That I have
Many doubts and fears
For a reason.

That light and dark
And dark and light
Flash for a reason.

My thoughts fly
Out of control
For a reason.

I want to
Die, cry, lie
For a reason.

Life and death
Exist always
For a reason.

And if we
Lose someone
It's for a reason
We can't begin
To understand.

Life happens
Always happens
For a reason.